I Dream..

I Dream of a day when people will listen,
A day when everyone will open their hearts.
I Dream of a day when all is forgiven,
A day when nothing else matters.
But if when that day comes, you aren't there...
There will be nothing. No hope of resolution.
Although I've never known you, the real you,
It seems I need you in my life.
You've never been there, or acted like you cared,
But it doesn't matter.
I'd like to feel that I had someone there.
To teach me, to care for me, to protect me...
But you never cared enough ask me who I was,
You don't know me.
I tried to know you, but you wouldn't let me.
Do you feel my pain?
I need a Father who is there.
One who doesn't criticize,
One who isn't hypocritical in every way.
Just like you need a daughter.
Who isn't half way across the world.
One who doesn't hate you for what you did.
I'm sorry.
Sorry that I can't forgive you.
You hurt my family.
In ways more than one.
Sins.
Although I don't believe in that,
It's still immoral.
And you did not make up for them.
But I will try to love you,
After all you are still my father.
I needed you in my life.
Here is your chance.
Don't fight it,
I need this more than anything,
And it's your only chance to watch me grow.
Take this opportunity,
And my dream will come true.



DayDreamer

Just Cry

Just Cry.
Let it all out, its okay.
The Heartbreak can only last so long.
Love must always come to an end,
whether by Death or Coercion.
All I have to do is tell myself:
"It's gonna be alright"
But closing one door opens new ones.
A new Love is waiting for me,
Where? I have no idea!
But I will find it and hold on tight.
I had hoped it would last,
Nothing would get in the way,
But something did,
Something I couldn't stop.
So as long as I try,
I can get through this,
Just like last time,
I'll be okay.
Just cry.
Cry my heart out.
For the last time...