It took me 2 years to get over you.
Now that I finally have, you just had to walk back into my life again.
You ask for more love and throw it away, then you come back again wanting more.
I thought I was done with you, I could ignore you and go on.
But you had to show up in my escape and ruin my freedom.
I was in love with you once.
Spent a year trying to get you back,
a year trying to run away.
My song is my peace, the one place I hide,
And you just had to be in my song, didn't you?
You want me to accept you, but I can never trust you again.
My heart was broken once, shame on you.
My heart was broken twice, shame on me.
Now that I have found someone else,
I can be close to you without desire.
When I see you I think of the pain you brought on me
Then I think of my baby and what peace and happiness they gave.
I may still love you and there will always be a spot in my heart just for you like everyone else,
But I'm not in love with you anymore like I am with my baby.
They saved me from your midst and I will forever love them for that.
I think of your warm arms around me and cry, it used to feel so loving.
But when I'm with my baby, it feels so right, I can be myself; no pressure at all!
You used me, I was a joke to you, a dare. You were laughing the moment it was over, nothing wiped that smile off your face....my friend was right to slap you!
Don't look at me with puppy dog eyes, I'm not falling for it this time!
I've learned my lesson.
LEAVE ME ALONE! GET OUT OF MY LIFE! AND GO F##*K YOURSELF!!!
I love my baby and always will!
