You give me a reason to breathe,
you are my lungs.
You give me a reason to sleep,
you are my dreams.
With all my heart I love you so,
Just know that I'll never let you go.
You are my wings,
In your arms I feel like I could fly.
You are my strength,
With your words I could do anything.
If you want me forever like I want you,
All you need to say is;
I love you! ♥
Wednesday, December 9
Friday, November 20
The "J" word!!!
It took me 2 years to get over you.
Now that I finally have, you just had to walk back into my life again.
You ask for more love and throw it away, then you come back again wanting more.
I thought I was done with you, I could ignore you and go on.
But you had to show up in my escape and ruin my freedom.
I was in love with you once.
Spent a year trying to get you back,
a year trying to run away.
My song is my peace, the one place I hide,
And you just had to be in my song, didn't you?
You want me to accept you, but I can never trust you again.
My heart was broken once, shame on you.
My heart was broken twice, shame on me.
Now that I have found someone else,
I can be close to you without desire.
When I see you I think of the pain you brought on me
Then I think of my baby and what peace and happiness they gave.
I may still love you and there will always be a spot in my heart just for you like everyone else,
But I'm not in love with you anymore like I am with my baby.
They saved me from your midst and I will forever love them for that.
I think of your warm arms around me and cry, it used to feel so loving.
But when I'm with my baby, it feels so right, I can be myself; no pressure at all!
You used me, I was a joke to you, a dare. You were laughing the moment it was over, nothing wiped that smile off your face....my friend was right to slap you!
Don't look at me with puppy dog eyes, I'm not falling for it this time!
I've learned my lesson.
LEAVE ME ALONE! GET OUT OF MY LIFE! AND GO F##*K YOURSELF!!!
I love my baby and always will!
Now that I finally have, you just had to walk back into my life again.
You ask for more love and throw it away, then you come back again wanting more.
I thought I was done with you, I could ignore you and go on.
But you had to show up in my escape and ruin my freedom.
I was in love with you once.
Spent a year trying to get you back,
a year trying to run away.
My song is my peace, the one place I hide,
And you just had to be in my song, didn't you?
You want me to accept you, but I can never trust you again.
My heart was broken once, shame on you.
My heart was broken twice, shame on me.
Now that I have found someone else,
I can be close to you without desire.
When I see you I think of the pain you brought on me
Then I think of my baby and what peace and happiness they gave.
I may still love you and there will always be a spot in my heart just for you like everyone else,
But I'm not in love with you anymore like I am with my baby.
They saved me from your midst and I will forever love them for that.
I think of your warm arms around me and cry, it used to feel so loving.
But when I'm with my baby, it feels so right, I can be myself; no pressure at all!
You used me, I was a joke to you, a dare. You were laughing the moment it was over, nothing wiped that smile off your face....my friend was right to slap you!
Don't look at me with puppy dog eyes, I'm not falling for it this time!
I've learned my lesson.
LEAVE ME ALONE! GET OUT OF MY LIFE! AND GO F##*K YOURSELF!!!
I love my baby and always will!
Thursday, October 22
True Fact
You always want something so bad when you can't have it.
Then when you realize that you can, you don't want it anymore...
Then when you realize that you can, you don't want it anymore...
Friday, October 16
Wednesday, October 14
The Beginning of a New Day
As I woke up this morning I smiled, like never before, I have something to get up for.
I threw my sheets off of me, hurled myself up and started dancing and humming a new tune, that seemed so familiar.
My heart fluttered at the thought, I think I'm in love!
Day Dreamer
I threw my sheets off of me, hurled myself up and started dancing and humming a new tune, that seemed so familiar.
My heart fluttered at the thought, I think I'm in love!
Day Dreamer
Saturday, June 20
First Dream
Today I woke up feeling grand, me and my princess, hand in hand. With only the sweet memory of what happened yesterday...
(Flash back)
I got dressed for school, as a usual Friday morning would go, and walked outside, into the snow. Winter is here, although not as strong, it seems to last longer than ten times as long.
I feel as lonely as the bare trees, nobody to hug them, no buds, no leaves.
A breeze blows by as I walk down the street, while the green grass blades freeze at my feet.
As I near the school I can't help but wonder, how long will I be here, alone, down under.
My friends arrive in their regular fashion, then I hand out hugs in an equal ration.
The school bell rings, and homeroom starts, as lovers pass love notes, from their beating hearts.
First Period started, I took out my books, and daydreamed about my princess' gorgeous looks.
Her eyes like the ocean, glassy and blue, her golden blond hair, so curly and true.
Se hnever tries to be someone else, she is always true to her loved ones and herself.
Oh how I dreamt of her grace and brave, for only like oneself would a true hero behave.
But then my dream turned to nightmare, when I realized my princess was really not there.
It was just a dream, as dreams go, where ever your heart goes, your dreams will follow...
©copyright 2009
Mary Lemaster
(Flash back)
I got dressed for school, as a usual Friday morning would go, and walked outside, into the snow. Winter is here, although not as strong, it seems to last longer than ten times as long.
I feel as lonely as the bare trees, nobody to hug them, no buds, no leaves.
A breeze blows by as I walk down the street, while the green grass blades freeze at my feet.
As I near the school I can't help but wonder, how long will I be here, alone, down under.
My friends arrive in their regular fashion, then I hand out hugs in an equal ration.
The school bell rings, and homeroom starts, as lovers pass love notes, from their beating hearts.
First Period started, I took out my books, and daydreamed about my princess' gorgeous looks.
Her eyes like the ocean, glassy and blue, her golden blond hair, so curly and true.
Se hnever tries to be someone else, she is always true to her loved ones and herself.
Oh how I dreamt of her grace and brave, for only like oneself would a true hero behave.
But then my dream turned to nightmare, when I realized my princess was really not there.
It was just a dream, as dreams go, where ever your heart goes, your dreams will follow...
©copyright 2009
Mary Lemaster
Wednesday, June 17
Random
Bored as ever can be. So what do I do? I type, on my computer, to whoever, whenever and about what ever. I don't understand how some people can just sit there and type for ages about nothing at all. It just seems to go on and on and on and on and on. So, I figure, I'll try! But, I'm going to be different about it, I'm going to write it all in one paragraph! So who's clever now? Mwuhahahahah!!!*sigh. Why is life so strange? Why do we do what we do? I mean, I know we have to have a purpose in life, but what is it? I have one: To fall in love, get married, have children, and die an old old happy woman. But we have to populate the earth, right? What for, are we building a super army of humans to go to heaven, prepare for battle up there, and when the time is right, attack Satan? Seriously, when we started out, he could of at least helped a little and maybe gave us an instructional video? Well, at least that's my opinion... But, life goes on and all this time, not one of us has a farfigneugen clue what we're supposed to do around here. If you ask me, the bible is a little confusing, I think that when god wrote it or whatever, he forgot what he had said before. Cause, in the story of Adam and Eve, the guy is there, and then the girl comes in, and they are the only people on the earth so far. Then they have two sons and one kills the other (wtf mate) and then the son goes out and finds himself a wife......granted the only other people on the earth are his mother and father. So that means that him and his mother...you know...!? And in the bible, it pretty much just shows how much of a pissed off man god is. Smiting people left and right because they tapped a rock instead of talking to it!!!?*coookooo* Anyways, I think I've talked about nothing enough, and I'm sorry if any of that offended you...
Until next time...
Day Dreamer
Until next time...
Day Dreamer
My Baby
Okay ...
Guys, I'd like you meet someone special! My one and only little Labrador...Courtney!
I tried to put in a picture last time but it screwed up the whole thing, all the words went missing.
So...It started about 8 years ago, when we adopted my canine little sister. We had just moved into a new house and were settling in. This was our first and only dog and she was as cute as can be.
We started out by putting up baby gates and having her sleep in the kitchen, cause that was the only room that we could contain her in. She used to cry and sulk all night until some one came to her and told her that everything was gonna be alright.
After a while we kinda got sick of her crying all night, so we put her in my room that I shared with my older sister. My sister refused to have Courtney sleeping on her bed and pooing and peeing all over her, so I volunteered, poo and all.
As you can imagine, it would be kind of hard to clean up her business off the carpet, so we had newspapers all over our room and a baby gate barricade.
Later, after she had been "house broken", we neutered her. I think it may have been a bit early 'cause she'd pee whenever she'd get excited. So, we started giving her a bladder control medicine called 'Propalin'.
As years went by she became more lazy, needy, and fat. But in 2007 we got some depressing news... our baby has degenerative arthritis in her elbows. After going to many vets, we got told that she may only have a year left before she has to be put down. Then we finally found a sane one, that said she was good for the long term. So she takes two more medicines now: a pain reliever (ilium meloxicam), and something to help her with movement (joint guard).
Just Recently, she got an infection in her mouth. So, at the time, she was taking four medicines. She had to take a tablet, so we smothered it in Peanut Butter and gave it to her. She'd sit there for a ages licking her lips and trying to get the stuff off of the roof of her mouth because of how thick it was. But the infection went away, so she doesn't take the tablets anymore.
It's funny to see her reaction when I say "Brush the Baby's Teeth!?". The look in her eyes just says "Yes, yes, oh GOD! YES!". She is so silly... I use a regular toothbrush and kids toothpaste (the really yummy flavored ones).
She's not like other dogs, she thinks she's a lap dog (she sits on your lap, and she's very heavy).
She likes things that most dogs don't: she loves the vet, she loves baths and she loves being brushed.
If you say any of the following words, she'll get super excited (we have to spell them out so that she doesn't know): walk, bath, brush the baby, brush teeth, vet, toast, Vegemite, peanut butter, food, feed, carrot, ice cream, dinner, play, ball, bed, sleep, ni-ni (bedtime), and many more that I can't think of right now.
She's right next to me now, snoring and making clicking noises...>_<
Until next time...
Day Dreamer ^O^
Guys, I'd like you meet someone special! My one and only little Labrador...Courtney!
I tried to put in a picture last time but it screwed up the whole thing, all the words went missing.
So...It started about 8 years ago, when we adopted my canine little sister. We had just moved into a new house and were settling in. This was our first and only dog and she was as cute as can be.
We started out by putting up baby gates and having her sleep in the kitchen, cause that was the only room that we could contain her in. She used to cry and sulk all night until some one came to her and told her that everything was gonna be alright.
After a while we kinda got sick of her crying all night, so we put her in my room that I shared with my older sister. My sister refused to have Courtney sleeping on her bed and pooing and peeing all over her, so I volunteered, poo and all.
As you can imagine, it would be kind of hard to clean up her business off the carpet, so we had newspapers all over our room and a baby gate barricade.
Later, after she had been "house broken", we neutered her. I think it may have been a bit early 'cause she'd pee whenever she'd get excited. So, we started giving her a bladder control medicine called 'Propalin'.
As years went by she became more lazy, needy, and fat. But in 2007 we got some depressing news... our baby has degenerative arthritis in her elbows. After going to many vets, we got told that she may only have a year left before she has to be put down. Then we finally found a sane one, that said she was good for the long term. So she takes two more medicines now: a pain reliever (ilium meloxicam), and something to help her with movement (joint guard).
Just Recently, she got an infection in her mouth. So, at the time, she was taking four medicines. She had to take a tablet, so we smothered it in Peanut Butter and gave it to her. She'd sit there for a ages licking her lips and trying to get the stuff off of the roof of her mouth because of how thick it was. But the infection went away, so she doesn't take the tablets anymore.
It's funny to see her reaction when I say "Brush the Baby's Teeth!?". The look in her eyes just says "Yes, yes, oh GOD! YES!". She is so silly... I use a regular toothbrush and kids toothpaste (the really yummy flavored ones).
She's not like other dogs, she thinks she's a lap dog (she sits on your lap, and she's very heavy).
She likes things that most dogs don't: she loves the vet, she loves baths and she loves being brushed.
If you say any of the following words, she'll get super excited (we have to spell them out so that she doesn't know): walk, bath, brush the baby, brush teeth, vet, toast, Vegemite, peanut butter, food, feed, carrot, ice cream, dinner, play, ball, bed, sleep, ni-ni (bedtime), and many more that I can't think of right now.
She's right next to me now, snoring and making clicking noises...>_<
Until next time...
Day Dreamer ^O^
Tuesday, June 16
The Begining!
Hello, and welcome to my blog! Introductions must come first of course... I am Day Dreamer, well, it's my alias. I'm a top secret agent! ....Nah, I'm a high school student.
Since we've never met, I'll fill in the blanks for ya...
I've always been a strange girl, getting into mischief and going where I'm not supposed to go. But oddly, when high school started, it scared the schnitzel out of me, and I became shy and always in the shadows. Then I started to realize, wait a minute, why do I care? And started being the old me again, except worse, I'm too unafraid to be wacky and weird in front of everyone. But, who cares, I mean, my friends love me and I really get them laughing, I feel like the greatest comedian ever... even though I don't really do much...?
Well, my vacation is coming a-near and I feel great! Apart from the fact that my nose it blocked, can't stop sneezing, I have a fever, a head-ache, and I can't taste anything...because I caught a stupid farfigneugen cold!
Well, I've got to go now.
Make sure you catch my next blog!
Day Dreamer
Since we've never met, I'll fill in the blanks for ya...
I've always been a strange girl, getting into mischief and going where I'm not supposed to go. But oddly, when high school started, it scared the schnitzel out of me, and I became shy and always in the shadows. Then I started to realize, wait a minute, why do I care? And started being the old me again, except worse, I'm too unafraid to be wacky and weird in front of everyone. But, who cares, I mean, my friends love me and I really get them laughing, I feel like the greatest comedian ever... even though I don't really do much...?
Well, my vacation is coming a-near and I feel great! Apart from the fact that my nose it blocked, can't stop sneezing, I have a fever, a head-ache, and I can't taste anything...because I caught a stupid farfigneugen cold!
Well, I've got to go now.
Make sure you catch my next blog!
Day Dreamer
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